Grey Shades

what do u do with words when there is no one to listen to what do u do with time when there is no one to share it with what do u do with money when there is no one to spend it on what do u do with smiles which wont be returned what do u do with love which wont be valued what do u do with life when there is no one to understand

I wanna shout out loud And tell the world That I love you more With every breath You fill my thoughts night n day And make my heart smile away A sweet pain of separation Which is always there Have I ever told you How you make me feel? Have I ever asked you If I make you feel the same? What with all the words we have I fail to say how much you mean to me Jus want you to know That you are the reason I breathe If I may give you something I would give you myself For no one can be You, for me...

I felt you in my heart I felt you in my soul That was when I realized, Wished and prayed For you to be mine I wished you noticed the love in my eyes I wished you understood what I felt I wished I would never have to tell you out loud I wished you believed when I said I love you

You came into my world Out of my dreams You changed my life In more ways than one You showed me the meaning of life You taught me to love With not a touch Not a word of romance You made me realize What I had been missin Until now... I believed u were created To be mine That somewhere, some time I had wished upon a star For you to come into my life And I am thankful To Him For He listened and understood He gave me moments Which I can cherish And be happy about Jus wanted u to know that I love u More than words can say

This was published way back in July 2006 on my site http://namrathabaliga.googlepages.com/. It wasn't updated after that except for 3 more pages during the same time. Re-publishing all of them here. All the work is original by yours truly :) This was the first post, rather, an intro page ;) --- I live in my own mad world...The world is exactly how i want it to be. No hatred, no jealously n nothing negative. Life's just cool. I live there with my loved ones - my parents n friends...all are healthy n safe here. I do not have to think before I do anything. I can be stupid... I can be smart... I can be everything I want to be... I can do anything I want to do... I can have solitude and I can have a party... I can enjoy... I can sulk... I can smile without having to answer why... I can cry without having any reason... I can relive the moments I want... and I can dream...I can think of places I have been to n places want to go... I do not have to answer anybody anything... I do not...