Continued from the previous post . As I was saying in the previous posts, there have been quite a few emotional and mental changes in me, too. Bad news for those who think my ability and capacity to cry buckets has reduced. In fact, it has increased. Earlier I needed a reason – being mad at someone, too happy, too hurt, a movie, a book, a mishap somewhere in the world. Now I don’t need any reason to cry. But then, its also not like I am crying because I want to. It is happening on its own and I cannot understand it either. Over the last few days, I have given up trying to understand it and am just allowing everything to happen to me. I’m more aware of my thoughts. My thoughts don’t just change tracks like before. Now I stay on one track, finish it and then move on. Also, until a few days before, I needed to listen to Sadhguru at least once in a day to feel some connection. Now I don’t. Because I feel him, experience him, every day and every moment. He is at the back of my mind all t